I Have HIV, But
Director: Kida
Screenwriter:Yulia, Alma
Cast:无
Producer:Dudu
Cinematographer:Kida, Ma Defa
Running Time:4mins
Region:China
Year:2023
Language:China
Production Company:Bailu Chorus
SYNOPSIS
Their ordinary day starts like this—waking from dreams in the morning and rushing to the office. They slack off at work, hit the gym after hours, and clock in their routine every day, punctuated by sweet daydreams about their crush. It’s all very ordinary, except for one additional step they take daily: taking HIV antiretroviral medication and marking it on the calendar. This small step erects an invisible “wall” between them and others, built from potential fear and misunderstanding. Because of this wall, their usual desire to stand with everyone else seems somewhat unattainable, even though no one else knows it exists. The colorful routine of the external world contrasts with the lengthy seasons within their wall, creating a lonely tension. Inside the wall, in silence, they always have an unspoken cry in their heart, “Will you still hold my hand?” Fortunately, there’s another who reaches out, breaking the barrier, accompanying them step by step to embrace the world and live well. Between the impermanence and the mundane, they are, in fact, not that different.
Director Biography
Kida is a person who yearns for the eventual establishment of a gender-diverse society. Currently, she is exploring the connections between people, the world, and the universe through various forms of visual expression.
Director's Statement
HIV is often seen as a heavy and taboo topic, leading to deep misunderstandings about those living with the virus. Therefore, we have used a cheerful arrangement and singing style, combined with bright and playful stop-motion animation, to depict an ordinary day in the life of someone living with HIV—no different from any other office worker. By showcasing the perspective of this optimistic and vibrant individual, we aim to highlight that, apart from living with HIV, people are just like anyone else. Normal interactions do not transmit the virus, and individuals living with HIV deserve to enjoy the same social experiences as anyone else, including the pleasure of making friends and the right to stand together with others. We hope that this animation and music will help to reduce people’s prejudices against those living with HIV.




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